Twelve years of growing disdain.
Please don’t take this the wrong way,
But living life like this ain’t living.
I’ve seen the greatest fall the hardest,
And to be honest, I’m not too far behind.
I’m just waiting to get mine.
Just waiting to get mine.
It takes the best of us,
Chews us up, and makes the world feel small,
And I’m sorry that you had to leave us all,
Second guessing time we spent;
Wasted years, but I’m over it.
This place will always be the death of us.
I made my peace; found reverie in suffering.
Take the pain away with substances keeping me awake.
Losing sight of what could kill me,
But I’m scared that it doesn’t scare me.
Is this the way I’ll forever be?
Jenn, I’m so sorry I couldn’t save you.
You’ll always guide this heart of mine.
Robin, I loved you like a mom.
You gave me a home, and you gave it all.
Colton, life took you way too soon.
The world was better because of you.
Tom, you made me a better man;
Showed me what mattered most in the end.
I wanted to shape my own life,
After the people who changed me before they died.
I’ll always love you for everything that you gave me.
Thank you for all that you gave me.