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from Grief Counseling by Everender

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First single off of the upcoming album "Grief Counseling", out September 29th.


I am my father's only breath held under water;
Heard my mother's voice as I fought to try and swim.
But all the weight I'm meant to carry,
Becomes too much,
And I'm forced to bury all the love I lost.
I filled my lungs and held it in.

You say, "Don't fear what hasn't happened yet",
But I know the end.

Give me a reason to believe in this;
Make it worth all the time I spent in a deep haze.
I hope you can push past the caution I take.
And with sunken eyes so vacant,
I know you'll see it in my face,
When you compare me to the weather.
Holding out for something better.

I felt the ground beneath my feet decay and crumble.
Guess I always knew you'd be back to humble me.
'Cause I'm just the dog you keep around when things get scary,
Until it's all to much, and then you leave me in the street.

You say you want a life unread,
But I know the end.
Don't ask me of what lies ahead -
It's not your time just yet.

My heart can't help a second chance;
I wanna make amends.
Naïve of me to betray the lines in my hands,
When I know the end.


from Grief Counseling, track released May 28, 2023
Everything by Jordan Roether




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